It has come to my attention that 

life just is.

I felt for a whole month I was searching for something that will lead me to an answer, but I just realized what my question was.

The question that everyone seems to be looking at, but afraid to really understand it.

WHAT IS MY PURPOSE IN LIFE?

It may sound alarming but I finally UNDERSTAND what this question means, genuinely.

The answer to it for right now is just to be.

Courage to change the things I can...

Alright... I'm listening, God.

P A T I E N C E

I wish you the best, I guess...

My mentee has the best playlists in the world.

I come across this song:

John Legend | Everybody Knows


There are many songs that led me to the light of knowledge, but this one gave me the SUN.

This is what I'm saying. This is what I'm talking about. I have been talking about LIFE lately, particularly one subject: LOVE.

I'm not talking about falling in love, I'm talking about the meaning of it all. For me personally, I am scared of love. I am scared of it's capabilities. As much as it can give, it can take back everything that I want.

Have you ever realized when you try to give someone advice, not necessarily love, they answer:

"I know..."

Do they really know? Do they really know the meaning of love?

May sound cliche, but think about it deeply and try to find what I'm really asking you...

B L E S S E D

I tend to forget that I have a lot going on for me. I don't want to sound obnoxious or anything. I'm just saying that I am really blessed to be a mover and shaker.

Anyways, I'm going to leave it with that and the pictures of people who make me who I am.

I always want to write about something profound, but I could never get myself to do it.

Lately, I have been feeling that my life has gotten repetitive. It's always the same old things. Once in awhile, I get a little excited over something but it surely passes like many things. Through the eyes of a believer, I hope to always move that one step forward. For some reason, these steps are leading me to a circle. There is something wrong here.


It's always the same old things. Maybe because its finals week and this time around the quarter, I get tired of the same old routine. However, what about later on with life. When things become mundane and life is going to be just work. I don't know if I can handle that kind of life. I don't want to be stuck with that kind of lifestyle, but you know what they always say..

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

G: love is stupid
B: nooo
G: I don't believe in love
B: people abused it that is why it looks stupid. and in the movies they are all the same, they don't know what love is
one of the definition of love..

love is patient, love is kind
it does not boast, it is not proud
it is not rude, it is not self-seeking
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth
it always protects, always trusts
always hopes, always preservers

That's love explained in the bible he said..

B: but people nowadays shift those into "what's in it for me". People say I don't love you anymore, that's bullshit.. 'cause love is a decision you make not a feeling. Feeling can tell lies.
Say, you're so happy that day meeting up with the one so called 'love of your life'. But one day he did something that you don't like, you can be sad and you don't feel loved.
That's the kind of love that this world knows
Love is a commitment you make.
That is why before you really know someone in deep, the saying 'I love you' is not valid.

hindi na ko kaya yung buhay ko.

failed.

I feel like a total FAILURE.

There are so many things I need to attend to and I haven't been getting everything done.

I don't know who to turn to and it makes me feel real lonely.

I know I should turn to Him, but I have been such a bad server of God that I don't deserve even his love.

unencumbered words

I'm happy where I am, even without you around.
Don't need some mere mortal love, 'cause without it I'm still heaven bound.
Though I like the sound of it,
You possibly being my man.
Gonna stop these thoughts - distractions.
While I'm still here, While I still can.

nothing is sacred anymore

Finally, my thoughts are faster than my words. Why am I excited about this? It's because everything is thought-provoking. Life is giving me questions and I am in a search to find answers. I'm not trying to instigate anything, I just want to have a discussion. A discussion about one particular issue.

Nothing is sacred anymore.

Chivalry is dead.

Most things in life are being taken for granted.

When people say that life is too short, what do you think the consequences are? Everything is being rushed these days. No one can really take a step back and smell the roses. Everyone needs to be in the know of everything. It's ridiculous how one day you can meet a person and the very same day, they can break your heart. Nothing lingers anymore. No mysteries because technology solves most of them.

I am about to sound really hypocritical.

I hate the fact that I depend so much on the internet. I hate the fact that I constantly need to be online. It's nothing wrong, it's how our society works these days. However, it's taking a toll now. Why is it that we rather be on our cell phones, laptops, and etc. when there is real people in real time standing right in front of you.

I think my new pet peeve these days is that when I hang out with people, they are constantly on their phone texting. (Yes, I am being a hypocrite at this point) It's like a big slap on the face because I feel that I'm not worthy of their attention.

If you are so adamant about texting that person on your cell-phone, why bother hanging out with me and just be with the other person?

Granted there are exceptions, like emergency or that person is in long distance. I'm just talking in a more general sense.

It seems as if people are always thinking the next step. Living in the moment, what is that? Constant motion and there seems no alternatives.

Nothing is sacred anymore.