its been over a month since i have been in fresno. i am so homesick right now. i just want to sit down in my big red couch while watching TFC with my mom. i want homemade food that taste bland because my parents are trying to get healthy. i want to play with my fatass dog as he tries to jump onto that green recliner my lolo used to sit on. i want to wake up to my mom's voice because its time to go to church. i want to play on my piano in the living room where no one really can hang out in. i want to see my high school friends and get in n out on the corner of nees and blackstone. i want to walk around riverpark and talk about how much fresno has changed. i would rather drive the 3.5 hours trip home than be here trying to study for a quiz.