Remember why I applied.

I realized I wanted to get outside of bubbles.

I realized that I like to explore. 

Make sure you know your consequences.

It can eat you up alive. 

Play all day. Drink all night. 

Everyday of my life? Sure! I know one thing for sure, I am in a great place right now. Not overthinking about anything, but making sure I am in the right path of life. The past month was hard, of course, but it made me stronger. I am just progressing and honestly, I can do it. I can do this thing called life. 

Who said to take this all seriously? I am just here to live now. I am to live by my own rules and making sure to prepare for anything (or anyone) to come. 

It has come to my attention that 

life just is.

I felt for a whole month I was searching for something that will lead me to an answer, but I just realized what my question was.

The question that everyone seems to be looking at, but afraid to really understand it.

WHAT IS MY PURPOSE IN LIFE?

It may sound alarming but I finally UNDERSTAND what this question means, genuinely.

The answer to it for right now is just to be.

Courage to change the things I can...

Alright... I'm listening, God.

P A T I E N C E

I wish you the best, I guess...

My mentee has the best playlists in the world.

I come across this song:

John Legend | Everybody Knows


There are many songs that led me to the light of knowledge, but this one gave me the SUN.

This is what I'm saying. This is what I'm talking about. I have been talking about LIFE lately, particularly one subject: LOVE.

I'm not talking about falling in love, I'm talking about the meaning of it all. For me personally, I am scared of love. I am scared of it's capabilities. As much as it can give, it can take back everything that I want.

Have you ever realized when you try to give someone advice, not necessarily love, they answer:

"I know..."

Do they really know? Do they really know the meaning of love?

May sound cliche, but think about it deeply and try to find what I'm really asking you...

B L E S S E D

I tend to forget that I have a lot going on for me. I don't want to sound obnoxious or anything. I'm just saying that I am really blessed to be a mover and shaker.

Anyways, I'm going to leave it with that and the pictures of people who make me who I am.