Play all day. Drink all night. 

Everyday of my life? Sure! I know one thing for sure, I am in a great place right now. Not overthinking about anything, but making sure I am in the right path of life. The past month was hard, of course, but it made me stronger. I am just progressing and honestly, I can do it. I can do this thing called life. 

Who said to take this all seriously? I am just here to live now. I am to live by my own rules and making sure to prepare for anything (or anyone) to come. 

It has come to my attention that 

life just is.

I felt for a whole month I was searching for something that will lead me to an answer, but I just realized what my question was.

The question that everyone seems to be looking at, but afraid to really understand it.

WHAT IS MY PURPOSE IN LIFE?

It may sound alarming but I finally UNDERSTAND what this question means, genuinely.

The answer to it for right now is just to be.

Courage to change the things I can...

Alright... I'm listening, God.

P A T I E N C E

I wish you the best, I guess...

My mentee has the best playlists in the world.

I come across this song:

John Legend | Everybody Knows


There are many songs that led me to the light of knowledge, but this one gave me the SUN.

This is what I'm saying. This is what I'm talking about. I have been talking about LIFE lately, particularly one subject: LOVE.

I'm not talking about falling in love, I'm talking about the meaning of it all. For me personally, I am scared of love. I am scared of it's capabilities. As much as it can give, it can take back everything that I want.

Have you ever realized when you try to give someone advice, not necessarily love, they answer:

"I know..."

Do they really know? Do they really know the meaning of love?

May sound cliche, but think about it deeply and try to find what I'm really asking you...

B L E S S E D

I tend to forget that I have a lot going on for me. I don't want to sound obnoxious or anything. I'm just saying that I am really blessed to be a mover and shaker.

Anyways, I'm going to leave it with that and the pictures of people who make me who I am.

I always want to write about something profound, but I could never get myself to do it.

Lately, I have been feeling that my life has gotten repetitive. It's always the same old things. Once in awhile, I get a little excited over something but it surely passes like many things. Through the eyes of a believer, I hope to always move that one step forward. For some reason, these steps are leading me to a circle. There is something wrong here.


It's always the same old things. Maybe because its finals week and this time around the quarter, I get tired of the same old routine. However, what about later on with life. When things become mundane and life is going to be just work. I don't know if I can handle that kind of life. I don't want to be stuck with that kind of lifestyle, but you know what they always say..

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

G: love is stupid
B: nooo
G: I don't believe in love
B: people abused it that is why it looks stupid. and in the movies they are all the same, they don't know what love is
one of the definition of love..

love is patient, love is kind
it does not boast, it is not proud
it is not rude, it is not self-seeking
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth
it always protects, always trusts
always hopes, always preservers

That's love explained in the bible he said..

B: but people nowadays shift those into "what's in it for me". People say I don't love you anymore, that's bullshit.. 'cause love is a decision you make not a feeling. Feeling can tell lies.
Say, you're so happy that day meeting up with the one so called 'love of your life'. But one day he did something that you don't like, you can be sad and you don't feel loved.
That's the kind of love that this world knows
Love is a commitment you make.
That is why before you really know someone in deep, the saying 'I love you' is not valid.