what do i do now? it seems to be the question i have been asking myself ever since my heart stop beating for him. don't get me wrong, i wouldn't change it for the world what i did but its that question... WHAT DO I DO NOW?
the answer i frequently tell myself is "i don't know." i made an excuse out of that phrase. it seems to fit me but i'm tired of telling myself that. i need to have a refreshing, new start but i feel like i would be running away.
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i'm a nice girl. plain and simple. i'm a freakin' nice girl. i disregard everything, all emotions and feelings, just to make sure that i don't ruin relationships with i have. i'm a nice girl. great. i'll never have the guts to jump to the other ladder.
